Word Vomit

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

of the projectile persuasion. The kind that stings and doesn't come out after two runs in the wash. The kind that flies out uncontrollably and everywhere, and on you. The worst is drying heaving word vomit... when you're just shouting words for the sake of shouting to be heard. No ammunition or weight or meat (gross)... just hot, sour, putrid air.

This is the kind of vomit I try to avoid, but have found a real skill for. Where the sentiments are actually nothing to be shared, and yet I do. I need to simply digest and deal with, gather what nutrients there are and purge the useless. I need to stop subjecting myself to unhealthy words & thoughts so that I have no reason to vomit in the first place.

I know I said dry heaving is the worst, but can I change that to word vomiting on someone? Because I think that's terrible. No one should ever find themselves covered in hurtful words and negativity. I don't care who you are, but no one deserves that. So I'm sorry to every person I've ever vomited on, especially the last victim. I should know better.

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