I don't imagine that we'll be having the same conversations a few months down the road. Because I believe you'll soften & lighten the heaviness plaguing you right now. But if we are having the same or a similar conversation it's ok.
Gah. "It's ok." Just hearing that, being reminded of that... I felt so much better. I feel like we often put too much pressure on ourselves to be a certain way, by a certain time. When I work, I like having deadlines because I mold my schedule around meeting them. But I guess you can't approach life like that. You work toward deadlines. You live in the present.